BoXiNg Clever

10:21PM

time is of the essence you see
theres to much
yet not enough

my brothers plays fleetwood mac and manson on his guitar for me

moving to weston BECAUSE that MAKES SENSE...

i do enjoy caprese salads much

school is ever consuming me in the all the right ways



my birthday was fierce.... straight off the betsey johnson runway
for joshua's we will go see I AM X in orlando

it seems as if things are going to SMOOTHLY for AUGUST...i wonder

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11:52AM

oh i wonder wonder who
i wonder who
who wrote the book of love'

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4:40PM

last night was amazing!
its true what they say
the best things in life are free
the 460 gallery was so fucking cute
the hordeurves, champagne and cocktails were spectacular
peaches was bomb
and the boys of whitey are my new fave accented boys...why i didnt take more tickets i dont kno...i blame it on my intoxication level
if that was wed
i only imagine whats in store for tonight
and tomorrow justin and i are spending the day with our nobby darling!
<3

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6:35AM

life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what your gonna get
-i think this is how forest said it

free PEACHES concert on south beach wed!
art basel bitches

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12:57PM - sweating grey goose baby

i need to start working mo
and goin out less
ive been drunk every night since wed
studio a, the mark, off the radar, the pawn shop, and the district
it exists in miami...well then you probably saw me there

there's nothing like free ladytron......might i add they were awesome and amazing

im sad i was to late for we are scientists but seein KEITH RICHARDS of the rolling stones at trashed was pretty wild.........

i went to a really cool art show in the design district last night...it was called sneaker pimps...it was like the gnarliest URBAN sneaker Art...

i need some motivation
i need to break the fuck out

so i went to my surgeon
he bout flipped his lid when he saw me....apparently im to skinny....he's sending me to a nutrionist and my parents are like freakin out buyin me all these vitamins and protein shakes.....i dunno man...as long as i dont get under 100lbs.....im happy...i mean really...SKINNY IS THE NEW BLACK....

**so jipsy told me that PEaches will be here for ART BAZZLE in dec...how xciting...to bad for josh though...he was gonna try and get her to play here...but somebody beat him to it.....back to the drawin board

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2:26AM - deglobiliazation of girl shamus

i am sucha insomniac
sleep deprivation fa sho

now i know how joan of arc felt as the flames rose to her roman nose and her megadrive started to melt'

alyssa and i spent the mans money today at the thrift store and on awesome sushi..$250 at the thrift and on sushi...can you only imagine.....we've began ny preparations.....quite the overindulgent day

poplife is a disgrace i dont know why i bother
the presets were bomb......
god only knows what i did friday BUT
amanda makes me feel so much better about being Alice.....im not alone
hmmm ladytron should be interesting i hope

so i still really wanna bring my daddy dearest to the club...id just be afraid he'd get arrested for public intoxication or worse get in a fight with a bum

so i love the $$$ at cheesecake...it's just like insane how busy it stays though....it's like constant weeds ANd whatnot...but i know its my ticket out fa sho.......


so whats the difference between a clever midget and a venereal disease....
ones a cunnin runt while the others a running cunt
yes i think i just did

so myke stetson told me what happened to garrett and I JUSt think its so FUCKED....thats like probably one of my worst fears ever.....though the girl i knew who threw herself in front of a train was bad.....as well as when codys dad like poisoned her and then hung himself...why IS THIS world so FUCKED....ON A LIGHter NOTE...alyssa thinx myke stetson got HOT....hahahahaha

i should be writing PLAYS
Thats bitchin

SEE u at the bitter end BITCHES

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11:04AM - Before and AFTER

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1:48PM - fashion mullets are fun

*sometimes i think my priorities are Fucked..being 19 can confuse
the possibilities are endless you

so i could need another surgery
my surgeon is a perfectionist
i juss don't wanna go all Michael JacKson and WHAT NOT

August is a great month to be born...can't wait for the 25th , the walkmen and josh's bday...alyssa and I are getting him a ticket to see placebo in ny and his plane ticket to ny....im so Stoked! were going to NY...it's gonna be like CALIFORNIA..all over again

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12:57AM

my 79 year old non english speaking grandmother is watching GIRLS behaving BAdlY <THIS is the same woman i allow to help me pick out my club accessories i really really need a job..im going on a applyin spree in the morning weston chilis starbucks bonefish power smoothie macaroni grill quarterdeck

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12:52AM - pei wei pad thai

SPLINT REMOVED// saturday its on POPLIFE fo sheazy
soon i will be workin

just got to get the lips outta cast mode...its getting there

i try and i try to get josh to go to the sagamore...i swear he's a sure thing...but instead he pays unKLE CID a visit...there's still hope of a kate moss comeback but really WHO KNOWS

omg this makes 2 people who have not recognized me and a BUNCHA who say i look so DIFFERENT...it's hard for me to really notice I guess because ive looked at myself recoverin fo a month now....i am enjoyin the 5'7 110 look though....if you wanna lose some quick weight juss get yer JAWs broke

teal hair gone...:<

i cant wait to go out
i cant wait till all the nerves in my lips grow back

Current mood: awake

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9:34PM - PLACEBO

***BRIAN MOLKO stated in an interview that he would be doing 12-15 dates in the U.S. for his tour....I hope and pray that Miami will be included

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8:41PM - Cream of.....SHUT THE FUCK UP

*fast times at ridgemont high is an awesome movie

**choke is a great read///perversely ABstract

***I'm gonna be fucking pissed if i dont get this splint outta my mouth the followin WED...I WANNA see CATPOWER godammit...well at least theirs LadyTRon to look foward too as well

**I dunno Voodoo sounds like a double whammy...WU TANG, KINGS of Leon and Murder rich...make that a tripple...so like he might get sent to Africa...I warned him about the Broads...their a NO GO....

hey remember that song from WHiteTown- your woman.....ahh nostalgia..they just dont make music like that anymore

HEY so lets give up to Pete Doherty 15 days Jail Free....

**I love how my grandma wears a rad kercheif around her head..total KUNG FU HUSTLE...as she waltzes around our house blessing us all with her holy prayer...man i need to get into her meds...its like shes tripping 24/7

Current mood: my lips are back to normal!

Current music: stereolab- peng!

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6:09PM - you really kno who yer friends are after a little nip and tuck

***went to the doctor
verdict>/> 2 mo weeks wit my grill rubber banded togetha....its joyous really

> the irish and their quest to answer dreams

hey guess what im gonna be a business major...i figure...i love me the $$$ and well we all kno ive always been the business affairs type....whether it was selling do' to do' chocolates at 8 or cannabis at 18 or was that 17?

boston new york is outta the question unless me mum wants to drive up....though i dunno man vodoo is only $55 right now and like i never did get to go to last years.....hmmm

we rotate on a similar axis.its like that incubus song
"Everything goes in circles round and
around and around and round and round"

i get these spasms in me lips..it's the nerves regrowin isnt that fuckin nutty

omg i look at pictures of myself and now i finally see that like i had no chin....its crazy...like where my chin was supposed to be...my face caved into my neck...sheer insanity



i <3 mj and miss her dearly


i cant wait for the wedding....

i like these here bands as of this here second

elf power
camera obscura
babyshambles
agent sparks

Current mood: 1-800-usa-navy

Current music: babyshambles-bacardi

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8:52PM

?AND i thought that the last year of my life was the most unproductive
''i wake up and the only thing i have to look foward to is going to bed.....i watch movies all day and eat soup....i look in the mirror and i dont recognize myself....my face is that of a severely bloated korean refugee...the most amazing part of it all is that there is no pain...pills indeed...but no pain....really the only thing holding me back is well my swollen ass face...and if you thought i had big lips before...omg there like double angelina's man....
so now really all i need is time...and oh my i hate her...i dont think ive had such a period of inactivity since i was 15 & i would sit on lindsays porch plotting how i would get the next fat sack of bunk ass regs
ahhhh i fucking hate july i want it to be over now so i can get a car and a job and start school..............I know I know I WANNA LOCK IT ALL UP IN MY POCKET
its all good though just a couple steps back to take leaps foward

<>I cant believe that i sucessfully quit smokin cigarrettes 2 weeks before surgery and shall only pick it back up when i go out and get lit


ahh yes chihuly at fairchild


joshua where art thou

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12:04AM - shyte

crazy crazy moniqua



loves it!



squirt bitches



lizzie borden took an axe



gosh dam hippies

tata

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6:33PM - profound soul liberation

<>so the chapter of Josh Nasty has been officially set to peace.....i feel as if AUGUST really was just a lethal combination....it's nice to think that everyone seems to be doing well in one way or the other....it just makes me think back to the day when I was sitting in josh's back patio and I almost made myself cry because I just kept thinking OMG what if were not all friends one day....that DAY came much sooner than I thought.....o how nieve i once was......if i knew then what I kno now..........I am completely at peace though.....and I have come to have a greater understanding for LIfe and fate

<> I am no longer a part of the TGIF Carol city...aka...HOODDAYS....I am done......as soon as i Recover from surgery I plan to apply at Cheesecake factory or its equivalent.....

>I never thought algebra 2 could feel so good....its unfortunate that my wonderful SAT scores are to old for BCC...but i do plan on acing the CPT tomorrow

>>I THINk i'm gonna buy a 2007 toyota yaris when I recova....

>I had a dream that the Mad Hatter gave me a tour of his humble abode...its symbolic of what is to come

******I'm sure the next time I update my face will be 4 times its normal size and I will be quite pilled up/// the latter isn't that bad you see
tata

Current mood: void of negativity

Current music: wolfpack nigga- vanz remix

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2:01PM

___+ OK OK I'm Not gonna go into crazy details...lets just say...living at Monica's didn't work out...due to the fact that while Monica WAS IN cALifornia her crazy Polak father who had no idea we were living with her came over and took it upon himself to kick us out....long long story....only sad part really was that i was painting my room chocolate brown and off white....my room had a mad 70's vibe

oh well no big deal

MOVING gayly FOWARD

I'M GETTING surgery next THURSDAY.....say goodbye to Gumby and say HELLO TO sexy....haha,...really i know im ridiculous...they say 70% of the swelling will go down in a couple weeks but that it could take up to a year for the rest of the swelling to go down...its preposterous really...but just the mere thought that about 6 months from now I will be braces free is enough glee for me

**Joshua Seaton and I no longer live together....its crazy that after a year of living together and working together and hanging out together we no longer live, eat and breath with each other...I definitely think its for the better....i'm so over trying to guide the boy...really its not my business aways....i mean don't get me wrong....were still friends and coworkers but now we have our space....

*so im totally debating going to Boston and NEW York for a week in August...I may as well take advantage of the fact that Angelica's at Brown,,,,

***I'm currently and might I add OFFICIALLy enrolled at BCC....which I sadly but truly find exhilarating and exciting

**saw Morningwood last night.....the lead singer bitch put on a pretty good and quite tAsteless show

Current mood: TOfurrrrrrrrkey!

Current music: regina spektor- better

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11:34AM - I <3 TOFU

88oh me oh my I'M MOVING OUT TOMORROW
>ITS OFFICIAL Joshua and I are moving in with Monica tomorrow...madness i tell you...a house as cool as her is not what I expected for my first place..but what can I say good things happen to good people...The bed in my room is so pimp...it folds back into the wall & matches my furniture perfectly..I'M totally painting my walls black & white....I figure I'll get red sheets to keep the look classic

1 month till surgery...and as soon as I can work even if I can't talk Fridays wants me to make drinks....and in a couple months I shall be a trained bartender

*Revolver was smashing...Its hard not to get wasted out of your mind when you have free drinks...we tore up the vip..literally

 <----The love of my life turns 24 tomorrow

  HEy look its Josh's cousin Ryan who has the best hair straightener I have ever used

 Remember the Time we tried to take a train to Long Beach and ended up in Compton!  Considering it was Alyssa's first train ride she bout flipped her shite


I didn't know this was possible



MALIBU>>PT. DOOM= PURE BLISS hE Made the impossible...possible...and I do miss him terribly for it.....

Current mood: bitter sweet nostalgia

Current music: Poster children- Daisy changed

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12:41PM - I'd sell my soul for a night with chris corner

***so much seems to be happening so fast
--joshua and i may be moving in with monica
who would of thought a house in pembroke falls would be my next home
++carpe diem right!
your all invited to the house warming party i promise
and if for some reason we dont move in with her...well then the party will just have to wait till Josh, Justin Virginia and I got our college crib...
no mattter how you look at it...I won't be at home for much more

MSI is comming
Rancid is comming
Pat Benatar is comming
not to mention
WARPED TOUR- gymclass heroes, AFI, THe living end, and the sounds...+ many more

to bad i will have to miss every concert due to my surgical procedure...BUT YOU should GO

---i SENt in my FAFSA and I am in the process of applying to BCC...I think for now my major is going to be Human Resources...I've been thinking of doing something like Corporate training....there's a high probablity that it could change...but for now it doesnt sound half bad

-->Did I already mention that Fiona Apple was amazing...BECAUSE FIONA APPLE WAS AMAZING....

+=AHH yes tonight is the long awaited reopening of revolver...be there or square....

-i hate pembroke lakes malll...all the clothes are just a repetition of each other....i long for the thrift and vintage stores of California and New York

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11:43AM

+++Only true potheads would go to see fiona apple a week early...but this week its on...finally

**gotta love fleet week...virginia, alyssa and I all got sailor hats....alyssa got like a captains hat, and i got a married sailors hat and virginia well shes the only one that well did a little work for her hat...typically not my style.....but you know i let her get down with her bad self

last night this security guard was all like yer id is soooo fake but I have no problem letting you in....my good looks will only get me so far...its time fo a new id

HAPPY CINCO DE MAYO!....lets all get wasted....

***ive come to the conclusion that I drink an awful lot lately...but its all due to the fact that I am not in school...which is due to the fact that I've been waiting on a surgery that is finally juss now going to happen......its gonna be bad though....i feel like their breaking me a new face and like giving me a lift....ok...so my surgeon has decided that against his wishes he must break my top jaw in 3 places and then my bottom jaw in one and then my chin....its a 5piece surgery......ohhh the mere thought...i know june 22nd will be here before i know it

>>i got my first credit card....a macys card.....if you only knew how difficult it is to find a 32c....its just not right

Current mood: uLIVEuLOVEuLOSEuLEARN

Current music: pavement- here

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